HILO!!!! I'm Back Peoples! I'm really happy about how the first post went over and I want to thank everybody who read our first posts. We had over 85 hits in one day which is really good for a site that we didn't really advertise so much.

     Anyway, I don't really have a lot of extra stuff to write about today. It's raining outside and I'm sitting in the windowsill with the laptop on my lap just writing things as I think. This could turn into anything so I'll just keep going and we'll see.

    Well, this has been an ok week, a lot of my friends graduated on Tuesday and I was there to cheer them on. The only thing about it is, my section leader graduated, officially making me the flute section leader which I'm not sure if I'm happy or angry about yet. I mean, it's no secret that I didn't want the position but now that I have it, I don't really have a choice and I'm not somebody who sits and mopes about what happens and whines about it, I just deal. I guess Ill just pray I don't get anyone like me in the fall and be done. And when I do, I'll just deal with them like my section leader dealt with me.

      Okay, now I'm gonna go off and rant for a moment so please excuse me if you don't understand where this is coming from for a bit. It's a personal thing I just have to get out. I AM NOT ANOREXIC!! Okay. So I used to be kinda big for my age and my parents would call me 'cow', 'moose', 'pig', etc. basically everything but my name. About a year ago, I lost weight. A lot of weight. Now they call me anorexic, ask me why I never eat, (I am a big supporter of the Big Mac in schools by the way. I would go to lunch everyday). So it kinda irks me. I mean yeah, I'm a bit under the normal weight range for my age and height group but that's no real excuse.

     Now that I'm finished with that, I feel a lot better. It's not like it's something that I can outright say to my parents so I have to get it out in some way. Right now I'm just watching the rain and thinking peaceful thoughts and that was really clouding me.

     Wow, this was a really serious, sober post. I guess the peace is really getting to me. To make it up to you, I'll go post a funny video to make up for it. Go check for it in the Scrapbook. I'll see you guys again next week.

-crazi

 


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